My heart is heavy...
For some reason I'm both happy and sad. I think I've been overworked with too many tasks , but who can I blame? I decided to take on so many tasks , and why? Because I like to feel accomplished.
I like to be needed. I like to be used. But then later on I feel used up and want to complain.
Why is that? I'm not sure. But to put it in a positive light I'll say in these times I remember God never gives you more than you can handle. You may stretch but you will never break. I've gone through a cleansing purge today of stuff around the office. This week I've purged people and ideas that were not good for me and lastly now I purge my mind of any negative feelings.
I'm about to embark on an evening of pure, wholesome , unadulterated fun. A new experience.
My main take away is that it is amazing the crap you can accumulate. You have to let stuff go. You must also learn from others that are doing well. You must hustle. You must strive to be better. You must learn and grow. You must market and sell. You must influence and stay true to yourself. You must invest in your infrastructure.
It's exciting to not only see someone's success but their longevity and their body of work.
For now my job needs me , I need my music and i must continue progressing upward and onward. I have no time for being side tracked. Stay focused on the task at hand.