Don't look back
There's is a reason rear view mirrors are small and windshields are larger. After spending a considerable amount of time dealing with demons from my past and realized I had to let them go and move forward if I was going to get ahead and forge a better life for me.
Past hurt, regrets, set backs, bad breaks etc only hold you down. You have to loosen those shackles so that you can finally be free.
Then you can float up to the top unencumbered. I know it isn't easy and I'm not saying never look back . The rear view mirror is there, sometimes you need to step back to regroup and move forward, but I said step back don't stay back!
Too many people live in the past or in the future but few live solely in the present moment. The present is fleeting. Every second becomes the near past or the near future, but it is in the present we are fully alive.
Take this time to pack away the past and resign yourself to live in the present and positively influence the future.
Gaze out of your big windshield , past the obstacles and see that amazing view. Good things are in store for you. I can see it and I believe it!