I am learning from several sources that I do not open up about my true feelings. I think I know exactly why I do it. First, I do not trust anyone implicitly. Two, I am afraid if I show people who I truly am, they will reject me. And lastly, I feel like people really don't want you to talk about real feelings.
I am coming to find out most of my relationships are fair weather superficial ones, even of those who I have helped in the past. I am not sure if I made it one sided that way or not, but I know for sure it feels as if when people need me I am there but when I need people very few are there.
That being said, maybe it is because I don't really need people as much. I can handle most things on my own. Most of my problems are quite trivial or things out of my control that no one could help with anyway.
Still, I think I need to open up more, if I can't do it with people then I can do it on my blog and on social media and in my song lyrics. As long as I am getting it out there then it is Ok.
Are you good at sharing your heart with those who care about you? I'd love to hear from others on how you excel or lack in this area. That way I can better understand what action steps I can take to get better at it.
I am coming to find out most of my relationships are fair weather superficial ones, even of those who I have helped in the past. I am not sure if I made it one sided that way or not, but I know for sure it feels as if when people need me I am there but when I need people very few are there.
That being said, maybe it is because I don't really need people as much. I can handle most things on my own. Most of my problems are quite trivial or things out of my control that no one could help with anyway.
Still, I think I need to open up more, if I can't do it with people then I can do it on my blog and on social media and in my song lyrics. As long as I am getting it out there then it is Ok.
Are you good at sharing your heart with those who care about you? I'd love to hear from others on how you excel or lack in this area. That way I can better understand what action steps I can take to get better at it.