It's just a little rush:
Sometimes my life feels like 90s dance song; "It's getting gotta hectic." But in that song it proclaimed "I got the power!" but lately I feel that isn't the case.
When I feel the most powerless I always remember , I did this to myself. My friend Luis said last night that he always here's me saying that I'm learning to say no. As Dr. Phil would say, "How's that working out for ya?" It isn't!
I always over commit. I'm just a boy that can't say no. I have to be everything to everyone because I thrive on talking about how busy I am. Subconsciously I must be thinking that I want people to wonder how I do it all. But why? Like a juggler with too many balls in the air eventually you're going to drop one.
They say if you have more than 3 priorities than you really have none. I never learned my lesson and thus this test keeps coming back around.
You have to decide what you want, pick your battles and then fight hard on those three tasks. I currently have work, music , toastmasters taking up the most time with health and fitness in the rear. Maybe music and toastmasters go under entertainment and then I have 3 but it feels like 6 since music is split between my band, Noble Crestures and writing projects and lessons.
So I think I need to take some time and prioritize , what j can tackle the most. This is an on-going lesson, but as long as I progress then I have won.
Is any one else burnt out on busyness?