I've been slacking on a lot lately. A part was due to a minor setback, some of it was due to laziness, and a bunch due to so many commitments.
There is a part of me that works hard, and another part of me that likes to just veg out watching tv. But if I veg out too long then things that help my dreams come true or move me closer to my reality of doing music full time, will not happen. Ir my weight loss goals go by the wayside.
All I can do in these moments is focusing on all the good things I have done, like being in the studio until 3am last night waiting for time to get a demo done. Waking up 6 to 7 days a week to work out.
I can't kill it 100% of the time, but for what I have done well I am very proud. My accountability group told me that I am too hard on myself. It is true. But being hard on myself gets me closer to the TOP. I only know to be critical. The world is critical. I live in that world. I will slack no more.
There is a part of me that works hard, and another part of me that likes to just veg out watching tv. But if I veg out too long then things that help my dreams come true or move me closer to my reality of doing music full time, will not happen. Ir my weight loss goals go by the wayside.
All I can do in these moments is focusing on all the good things I have done, like being in the studio until 3am last night waiting for time to get a demo done. Waking up 6 to 7 days a week to work out.
I can't kill it 100% of the time, but for what I have done well I am very proud. My accountability group told me that I am too hard on myself. It is true. But being hard on myself gets me closer to the TOP. I only know to be critical. The world is critical. I live in that world. I will slack no more.